Hey there dear
I'm quite fine thanks, I just have the same problem as you describe. I'm online here almost every day, but just for checking messages or deviations from others. I have a lot of plans and ideas, but I can't get myself up to do it. And if I finally draw something I have in my head, I soon stop it, because I can't get it to look like the picture in my head. But that's a fact I got used to, it's like that for years
And of course talking with the greatest friends on earth is one of the most important things, true thing
Well, besides that I hope you feel well at least